Another Step Closer

So today was good, i walked around westfields with the family
bright lights, fresh air hmm cool

then got home by lunch.
ehh.. whatever

was gonna go out again with family after 3 but didnt end up doing that
so instead i just sat on the swing in the backyard and swung for like 1.5 hours
gave myself a lot more air, got so dizzy though haha

but hmm.

starting to feel really sick.. been coughing a bit lately
have a slight temperature atm but oh wells
hopefully nothing bad ^^

so i decided to actually go out this weeek
hopefully no .... jokes.
umm yeah, might go maroubra beach tommorrow with family + some retail therapy

wed=uni info days
thurs=rest
fri=chui
sat=carlo's crashing
sun= church + maybe loreyn's?

hopefully i wont get sick
and that my parents let me out
not like keeping me in a cage
cos of everything happened. oh well doesnt matter if they keep me in a cage cos carlo will crash anyways and im def going on wed

hmm ima go shower and go to bed and hopefully i will be all better by 2mrw.

yay another step closer to sanity
wed shall be the test run on how i will be around other people for the info days
if i panic etc.. like i did today when i saw those jokes on facebook and one mentioned on msn. then i'll just stay in for a little while longer till im ready and okay.

just taking one step at a time to be normal again
:)

breathes in
breathes out

tc,
Marjorie C, You Know Me