My side

So umm tbh i was actually okay with the break up.

The tears only flowed on tuesday and wednesday .. no tears after that

but we kept talking?
and that kept confusing me, cos we can't be just friends. The last time we were just friends.. we were like 4 and 5 ... that doesn't really count.

we dont know how to be just friend's it's awkward..

so last night was the last night we officially talked wherre we had decided it was wayy too awkward and yeah.. we're just not going to talk anymore. It just doesn't work out like that, after a relationship usually people don't just become friends again LIKE THAT . it takes time.

On another note,

everyone seems to be making bets on when me and carlo would get back together, because of the state of the manner we broke up in, everyone thinks we will get back together. In all honesty.. it kinda hurts that people keep making these bets because what if we dont get back together? i feel like you're all putting my hopes up for nothing. I got over it, the break up.. (or so i think) and you guys aren't really helping me.

Truth be told he is definitely one of those guys that i will just always love, and that i def miss atm, but we have officially broken up and are not on just another 'break' .. it hurts. I don't know anymore ...

so there you go, an insight to 'my side'

tc,
Marjorie C, You Know Me