Just eat it

Why dont you eat Marjorie? You're not hungry?
Bleh.. Had a beef burger for recess today. I had to force myself to finish the burger.. :S:S Like huh? i never do that.. i can normally finish a burger without any trouble. And then what? Once the bell rings almost vomit the whole thing out? GOSH EAT PROPERLY!! why wont you eat properley marjorie.

My mother said i got skinnier today. I DONT WANT TO GET SKINNIER...
Im not trying to lose weight and yet i cant seem to eat something.

My mum gave me hepas of homemade sushi today for lunch. What am i going to do with it if i dont feel the slightest bit hungry. I cant keep forcing myself to eat.. my stomach hurts. Maybe i'll just give it out. I cant come home with food in my lunchbox my mum lectures me enough about eating as it is. Blehh.. Appetite please come back. Eating patterns please come back. I havent checked my weight in ages..

Last time i checked i was like around 46-47 kg
That was like err... a month ago now :S
And i know personally i have lost weight >.<

blehh... i want to eat i just cant... my stomach wont let me. Its either always full and wehn i do eat its like i feel like vomiting it out. This has to stop. Its not good and i dont want it.

Please give me my eating patterns back. Hmm i have oreos in my locker for lunch, im going to TRY and eat that.. i'll make myself eat it. Hopefully it will go down..

bleh..

tc,
Marjorie C, You know me